You might not be his first, his last, or his only. He’s cared about someone else before and possibly will again-but if he cares for you now; then what else matters? He’s not perfect and you aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He is probably not going to quote poetry. He might not be thinking about you every second of the day. But he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break. So don’t hurt him, don’t change him and don’t expect more than he can give. Don’t over analyze, smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him whenever he’s not there
November 15, 2008
Penguin Love
November 13, 2008
“You Look Like a Boy”
I had a long night which led to a rough morning. I laid in bed thinking there is no possible way I could make it to my 9:30 Liberal Art/Political Science/History class. I tried getting up but just ended up laying down on my floor for a half an hour. Then the thought of my perfect attendance being ruined was too much for me to handle so I forced myself up off the floor.
With little time to get ready at this point and still feeling extremely under the weather I took a quick shower and got ready. With only 5 minutes of time left before I had to leave for class the only thing I had to do was my hair…
That’s when I realized it..
I had forgotten to rinse out my conditioner. My hair was greasy, crunchy, and hard in some places. I did not have time to get back in the shower and I had done too much work getting myself out of bed to just give up. So I did the only thing I could have done in that situation. I wore a baseball hat. My outfit was fabulous, giant hoodie and a baseball hat with the letters “FU” in big red letters on it. Someone told me I looked like a boy, someone else came up to me and asked me why I was dressed the way I was.
Right now I am feeling better but I am also feeling like a big sack of ugly and I need compliments stat.
November 10, 2008
I like roller coasters
I packed, I loaded up a truck, I unloaded, I unpacked, and now it’s official, I’ve moved. Couple months ago actually this post is just delayed.
At all hours of every day there is a train, right outside my window. I’ve gotten used to it but it sounds a lot like a roller coaster. So much so I have had quite a few roller coaster dreams/amusement park dreams. It’s a good thing I like roller coasters.
The total strangers are not strangers anymore, we met now we are roommates. We get along very well. I am pretty happy with the bunch there are 3 other girls besides me and an invisible cat who is on a diet. Everyone is really nice. My bathroom is super cute and it smelled like plastic when I first moved in but thankfully that scent faded and it’s always clean. The other bedrooms are not as cool as mine. I would love to share photos of my adorable bedroom with you but I am being mean, no pictures today. One day I’ll post pictures of my whole place up but for now I’ll leave you with this…
It looks like a prison light or the kind of light you would see on a ship but it is neither. It’s my bedroom light in all it’s ghetto looking glory.






